Well... this has actually nothing to do with the posts before... But I was just listening to one of my favourite songs and thought I'd like to share the lyrics with you

. They are full of melancholy and sadness

... The song makes me shiver, gives me the creeps every time I listen to it... (Do you say that in English actually, "it gives me the creeps" *lol*? My dictionary told me so, but somehow it sounds strange to me

) However - I love it... Of course, the melancholy effect is much stronger when you actually
listen to the song - but the text itself is so tragically beautiful (I don't know how else to describe it

)...
It's actually a German song - so I had to translate it in English. Of course the original version is much better... And I couldn't find adequate rhymes for the verses in English. I've never really translated anything from German into English - so I hope you can forgive me if it sounds strange and not very English in some parts

...
Dead Eyes
I am freezing
The world is grey
It was only yesterday that the sky was blue
But today I’m hopelessly alone
Alone
Even at daytime
There’s night all around me
I woke up
Screaming
That’s how I'm lying in my bed
Alone
And crying
And crying
Tears are running silently
From dead eyes
And I'm asking myself why
In my mind, pictures are moving along
And I despair of looking for the meaning
Your voice is catching my ear
Clearer than ever before
But my dark existence
Now seems in vain to me
In vain
Your hand is comforting me
I feel a little shiver
I fear the end of your efforts
It's haunting me
It's haunting me
Tears are runnig silently
From dead eyes
And I'm asking myself why
In my mind, pictures are moving along
And I despair of looking for the meaning
Tears are running silently
From dead eyes
I'll probably never see you again
Never go with you laughing
The only thing I'm longing for
Is the sun shining again
(Saltatio Mortis)
We are like frost flowers, we blossom at night...
We are like frost flowers, too beautiful for the day...
(Subway to Sally)